:: entry cha-cha marba ::

lama tak berupdate.

faktor utama : malas nak bukak lappie.
faktor sampingan : mabuk

OH was supposed to arrive back in KL today, but he was stranded in moscow for a day as the plane was being pulled off from runway. aiyakkk. esok baru sampai. tapi tak pe la, it's better to be slowly but surely rather than the other way round.

raya dah makin dekat, but i haven't got the groove yet. perhaps, sebab telinga ini agak suci dari mendengar lagu2 raya sebab tak naik kereta. the only time i dengar radio pun is while i drive (not even blogging! discpline noks! hehe)

but looking at the two kids, surely, the raya is meriah la kan.. (though potential besar beraya di KL tahun nih since it's my OH's turn..) my IL's selalunya esok nak raya pun tak sure lagi nak balik kampung bila. hehe. tapi if IL's decide to balik tganu awal, then thee might a sway of plan la kot, as i can't really do travel at the moment.

talking of latest pregnancy, lately selalu sangat teringat to arwah amin. macam ternampak2 and teringat2 the peristiwa that i went through the fated night. tipula kalau i cakap i tak takut kan? but tu semua dah ketentuan Tuhan. in fact at first, i was thinking of putting my pregnancy to silence, but i know that's not the way to manage my fear.

i'm seeing a totally new dr for this pregnancy. it's not that i don't trust my former, but i think it's better to sway away from him for a while. syukur Oh kerja dengan company yang cover maternity bills up to 5 pregnancies. bolehla support the bills seeing good drs at good medical centre.

this year's raya, i didn't plan to make any kuih raya at first. but looking at my children mengendeng kuih my sis in law, tak sampai hati pulak rasa. buat jugak la kuih choc cornflake (the one and only cookie yang aku expert buat sebab senang teramat). belum sempat 'set' kuih, my sons dah rayakan dah kuih tuh. i could really bake cookies if the oven is big enough. kalau setakat oven skang nih.. mintak hampun gua nak bakar. tak sanggup oo!

okay la all. am taking this opportunity to wish everyone, salam lebaran. maaf zahir dan batin. have a safe journey!

ps - i belum ada baju raya. camana nih?