:: bila dah takde ::

posa dah masuk second gear. tak lama lagi nak raya.

preparation raya, biasa saje. minimal, cukup sekadar menggembirakan hati anak² dan mommy (pastinya) ekekekeke. kuih raya untuk rumah tak beli langsung, sebab tau kuih raya lepas raya takkan laku. so kalau sesapa yang nak datang rumah beraya, insya Allah, ai masak yang fresh² aje. :D

dulu, masa arwah atuk masih hidup, arwah atok rajin sangat masak dodol dengan buat kuih bahulu. kuih bahulu arwah atok terbaeeeeek! crispy at the outer, tapi lembut gitu bila makan. arwah atok penah cakap kat wan (my grandmother), "esok, kalau den dah takdo.. takdo orang nak buek kuih bahulu nih." dan sangat masin mulut arwah atok. we never get to eat freshly baked kuih bahulu from home anymore. sob.. sob.. dodol pun skali skala ada, kalau wan larat nak kacau with her siblings (none of the grandchild tau nak buat). yang still buat till date is lemang & rendang. my favourite rendang would be rendang ayam cili api with pucuk ubi. terangkat!!

bila kenang pasal orang dah takde, i cannot imagine my life without my parents. i don't know how would i live this world if they are not around anymore. yeah, we have our ups and downs moments surely, but no one can take their place kan? rasanya, amal bakti kepada mak bapak terlalu kurang. nak tolong monetarily, they have more than enough. guess, the thing that i should keep on doing, is keep them happy. by any means. buat lawak. surprise birthday party. makan sesama. simple stuff. i takut jugak kalau on the surface my parents seemed happy, but deep down inside, ada benda yang bugging them.

okay la korang. sekadar berkongsi my thoughts on some personal thing. da!