Thursday, February 19, 2009

:: i miss you ::

i don't know how shall i express my feeling, but i miss my amin so much! he came to my dreams last two days, sleeping on my bed. i know he's no more there, but he just choose to sleep on my bed. what does that mean?

pernah terbau bau bunga melur yang wangi, sekali lalu, 3 times. first occasion kat kubur, i thought maybe ada pokok melur kat mana². 2nd, almost midnight at afiq's cot when i was busy sorting my cloth for course, and the most recent one, is dekat kem, masa i attend course. orang tua² kata, he pays a visit. is it true?

ya Allah, i so miss him so much, that my tears are dwelling! please give me the strength!

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

bau bunga melur, bau wangi, rama2 putih,..kita percaya.. setiap kejadian dr Allah itu tidak sia-sia.

Unknown said...

sabar ye kak aishah.. Allah tahu kerinduan akak tu..

Jue Fauzi said...

Sabarlah aishah..rasa sedih pula when reading your entry nih.

Shahida Shalahim said...

aishah,be strong!

aishah zaharin said...

fanor, mama rayyan, mast, jue : thank you for the understanding. insya Allah, i will be strong.