:: bebelan pendek hari ini ::

am supposed to accompany adib to dentist this evening for his 4th appointment. but i've got a meeting this evening, that makes me unable to do so. so OH will be sending him on his own. yep, a bad mom i am, that adib now banyak cavities. so banyak kena buat filling before rosak dia lagi teruk.

main cause for that problem, he likes to leave the bottle in his mouth while sleeping. walaupun dah dicabutkan, ntah macamana, he would find his way to do so in the midst of sleeping. so far dah at least 4-5 fillings have been done, and insya Allah, this should be the final one. u can just imagine the scream and tantrums that he threw throughout the procedure. :)

mood is not so good. heart is hurt in a way, where promises are laid but not being fulfilled. apa nak buat. aku nih bukan penting pun kan? so who cares. lain lerr kalau aku nih PM ka, tukang sign duit ka. sure org takut kalau aku mogok, innit?

work is a bundle at the moment. ISO, hydrological analysis, river modelling. hate it, but have to go through it. :(

this weekend's plan - pegi jalan² raya. pay visit to friends. pastuh kena packing sebab next three weeks will be staying at mom's. OH seperti biasa - duty call. dah naik 'mangli' (getting used to it already). so, siap sedialah berat badanku.. hang in there. this time round cannot turun one.. kalau turun takut kena marah dengan dr as without fail, i'll lost at least a kilo for every 2-3 weeks being left alone jaga anak. kalau dulu² suka gak, sebab it helps me to shed the weight ;), tapi dalam keadaan sekarang, i don't think i want that to happen. it's very important for me to look after myself and what i eat, as i'm carrying and at the same time looking after the twin.

ok la. tu jek bebelan hari nih. da!